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September 23 last entry: I need a change...People come to me when and ONLY when they are sad/ bored/ can't find a place for mugging, I am tired of making them feel happy or cheering them up, or even seeing them come and go while I am not going anywhere... I always consider no bad thing happening as a good thing, that's why you think I am happy as I look so. HE once said, those who think I am happy are blind. I thought he was just pretending that he knew me well, but now, I feel he might know me better than I do... You can't imagine how I feel right now, people like me are always positive about everything. Once we break down, it's "COLLAPSE"! I couldn't call xiao, cos she was sleeping and is much more sensitive than me, I can't make her down... I couldn't call darling, cos she was sleeping and I can't let her see me unhappy... I couldn't call mama, cos she was sleeping and I can't make her worried... I couldn't call anyone, and I have no one to call... That kind of feeling is called "pathetic". The world was sleeping, while I was c**ing... Don't come to me, cos I don't feel like making a smile for you. So if you saw me smiling at you, sorry, I was just trying to be nice... I don't even feel like being nice to everyone... Don't ask me where I am, I'm not gonna tell, you'll find me when you happen to see me... Don't try to comfort me, it won't work, I'll heal myself while changing myself... July 21 大熊的幸福生活~...1. 早就听说，一般人形容女孩子，如果她漂亮就说漂亮，如果不漂亮就说可爱，如果不可爱就说有气质，如果没气质就说人家是好人... 大熊一般不太听到人家赞美，即便有，97.34%都是：你是一个好人啊!
2. 大熊年轻的时候曾天真的想，以后找个上海人也就算了，后来离开了上海，发现适合大熊的上海人都么有离开上海，想想找个中国人算了。后来一日集会，听说了大熊的抱怨后，慧慧很厚道的说：亲爱的，只要是个亚洲人都可以考虑考虑的。猪珠花一旁低语：大龄，只要是个地球人都可以~~
3. 大熊曾邀请河马来家里玩，顺便熊爸爸熊妈妈也能见见河马，河马很爽快地答应了，毫不扭捏。河马说：你可别假的邀请我，因为即便你随口客气一句，我也会当成真的答应的。我这人最成功的地方就是皮厚!
4. 河马曾威胁大熊说：你要是不听话，我就放个屁来嘣你!
5. 门门和阿姐去suntec city的fish & co.，点单后半个钟头鱼还么来，门门自欺欺人说，今天生意太火。阿姐说，他们是不是去钓鱼去了？
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未完待续，不断更新ing…
P.S.: 大熊就是传说中的门差，神龟派大弟子，未出道时也被叫过乌骨，昵称大龄。
April 23 忍耐太久内伤太重曾开玩笑说,留言数不到10条就不更新...可是忍耐太久,内伤会太重的...所以...其实也没有什么大不了的事情让我来“无病呻吟”的,只是听了一天的歌,那些meant to be感伤的歌词还真的起到感伤的作用了...汗自己一下...(darling们, have mercy on me, forgive me bah, 一过12点我就转性了,性格的性~)
itunes里的歌不多,也就895首,所以这两天难得有空,拿出来温习下下。有些歌是好听,单纯的好听,有的歌则是难听,单纯的难听,还有个别的就是很有感觉的,一听到就会想到好多事情的歌,这种歌真是...罪魁祸首哦...
高居感伤到要被封杀的排行榜榜首的歌：
《Nobody Wants to Be Lonely》——Christina Aguiler & Ricky Martin
记得刚刚到新加坡的时候,整日无所事事,除了背单词,背单词,背单词之外就是吃饭睡觉了,还真的是lonely的。那天下暴雨,在一个偏僻的gsr里,只有一个小窗,看雨听歌,不知不觉看了一下午,听了百多遍...这首歌大概是我这辈子除了国歌听得最多的了,700多遍吧....(国歌么,是因为小学初中高中每天早上都要集体唱的~) 2年过去了,听到这个歌还能remind me of那天下午的雨,不禁感慨一下, time is precious and it's slipping away...
《Unforgivable Sinner》——Lene Marlin
也是bridging岁月里喜欢上的歌,因为这歌没缘由的比其它的歌音量都响,常常被我勾在列表里用来wake背单词背得昏昏欲睡的我up的。现在听了有感觉,是因为怀念以前bridging时候的单调,除了好好考sat之外,什么事情都没有,不像现在有好多事情要考虑,要烦心...哦,对了,这歌是一个unforgivable的人推荐的。
《黑色毛衣》——周杰伦
《不懂我的心》——罗志祥
当初还是一新加坡朋友推荐我的(汗一下,其实他们比我们更加关注华语歌坛~) 虽然都是很普通的口水歌,但是不晓得为什么,一听到这些个歌,就让我想到那个朋友。可能是因为以前都是听着他推荐的歌聊天的,他也是个少见的super talktive的人,自封talkcock king,哈~不过不知怎么的,就不常上线了...也罢,就听听歌,纪念那份“逝去”的友谊好了...
《You've Got A Friend》——Carole King
Lih Jeng用来上课给我们听歌写歌词的练习曲,后来成为我们group 3的毕业表演作品了。全班12个人和lih jeng... 我也不多说了,group 3的有心人都应该记得,亲爱的刘total,你就是忘记了,也要骗骗我说你也喜欢这个歌,好啊?! 可惜lih jeng现在似乎不认识我了,以后若还有机会碰到她,一定不能在不好意思打招呼了...
当然也有一些个非常温馨的歌：
《Whistle Down The Wind》——Tina Arena
33推荐,把歌词留在我们的同学录中：until the very end, i will not abandon you, my precious friend...很是touching...也不在家的囡囡,你现在可好?!
《陪我看日出》——蔡淳佳
我自己也不知道这首歌怎么会上榜,那个时候还是住在evans,jiaojiao住楼下。那时她还没有买电脑,每天就等了我回来放这歌给她听,还拿着手抄的歌词练习,哈,可爱的诺~ 《那女孩对我说》——黄义达
口水到不能口水的口水歌,刘total推荐,曾一度成为我们315室歌,尽管被jiaojiao无情的批斗,仍歌声飘飘~~怀念以前一起回家路上,肆无忌惮的大声唱：那女孩对我说,说我是个小偷,偷她的回忆,塞进我的脑海中...什么时候我们能再一起回家?
《Gone》《Pop》《Two of Us》《Bye Bye Bye》——N'Sync
n'sync似乎就和囡囡,darling紧紧地联系起来了...当初我爱屋及乌,疯狂的收集了n'sync的所有cd,为的就是和你们一起唱,连美亚音像的小弟都认识我们3个疯狂的女人了...
《I Cry》——Westlife
这个是被darling逼的,因为她一个人唱不了那i cry silently, i cry inside of me, i cry hopelessly, cos i know i'll never breathe your love again那段合声,逼我练了好和一起完成那段~==!! bt有如我darling oh~~
差不多了,就这些个多了,再多下去,偶也受不了了...
一直不觉得沉浸在过去的种种好是件好事,因为一直想着过去,表明心已老... Keep moving forward, 好歌不断的会~
今天看HH的blog,有提到desperate housewives第3季第7集,我觉得,只要是看过这集的人,都会给感动到,里面的台词也是被我们拿来quote的,像我最常抄袭的就是enjoy these beautiful days, cos we get so few of them, 还有we can't prevent what we can't predict... everyone has pain, but we deal with it, we swallon it and get going with our lives... HH comment说,其实没有什么开心不开心的,只要没有什么不开心,就已经是开心了。说得很好,相当的好。与君共勉,共勉...
还有,最近大家也都还算关心我,问了好多我自己都不知道答案的问题,我在此列下,希望亲爱的你们不要再问我了,我真的不知道...再问下去我要“口口马”人了,表要逼我...我也很火页的...
暑假什么时候回去? ——不知道
如果暑假上课,上几门? ——不知道 暑假做实习么? ——不知道
找了什么公司?在哪里做?新加坡?还是上海? ——不知道
回去多少时间? ——不知道
你怎么还没有找到实习? ——不知道!!!!!
March 18 Way Back Into LoveI've been living with a shadow overhead I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away All I want to do is find a way back into love Music and Lyrics, a very sweet movie... It made us melting in the theatre, haha, so silly, huh?! Anyway, it is the best movie I've ever watched recently... Those who have alr watched, you must love the theme songs as I do, especially the chorus part, damn romantic, touching, and melting... haha, (we kept singing on the way back tonight~~) Those who haven't watched yet, you gotta go cinema some day, and don't forget to go with your beloved ones... (p.s.: I don't mind watching again, cos I will feel great that you consider me as the one... =D) M & L is nothing but simple, sweet, even kinda silly, so am I, hehe... (okay la, I take back that "sweet"~~) .....Life is good, and it is good to be brilliant shining..... March 04 AHHHHH!!!!!!!you are not fine, i can tell, somehow, neither am i...
let's get drunk together, forget about the class tmr, and whatever fucking shit!!
nobody helps, nothing heals, but maybe alcohol does...
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